I'm so tired of my friends giving me so little time... I'm so sick of being the substitute person with everyone in my life. When I literally live down the street from someone why wouldn't you just shoot a quick text inviting a friend over?
Why would you be a butthole? I'm just tired and frustrated and hurt. I'm tired of people saying one thing (I've missed you, I want to spend time together, your my dearest friend, I love you, blah blah blah) and then their actions show the exact opposite. I'm about ready to get out my hedge clippers and cut off all these toxic people who clearly couldn't care less about me.
Anyway... it's fine. I'm just hurt and tired and disappointed but I'll just roll over like a good little dog and let them keep treating me like garbage and taking every little bit of love and affection I can get.
